I know I shouldn't be crying over spilled milk

But I am. I have to take 2 anti-depressants everyday, one is twice a day. The other is only at night, I haven't had my nighttime one for about 4 days. It is apparent that I need all my medication to not be a crying, anxious mess. I haven't been a very fun person to be around this weekend. This week all my family will be here, not all at once but it is going to be fun. I need to get a grip and clean up the milk and move on.