I am SO done with the hospital! I want to be with my family, I want to sleep in my own bed and eat when I want to. I HATE hospital food. I want to be able to walk around without pain, I want the pinched nerve in my shoulder to go away. I find it ironic that I get the worst headaches when my blood pressure it at its lowest? I hate watching tv and I used to love it, I used to be able to pick up any book and read it no problem, but not here, I have to really want to read something before I will read anything..... I want to go see Eclipse tomorrow, I have a ticket to go, they won't let me leave for 4 hours, luckily my BFF is going to go with her mother and sisters in law, but still I've been looking forward to Eclipse and counting down the days.
I don't want to have the baby this early, I don't I'm just having a little melt down at the moment.