I will not cry, I will not, I will not, okay maybe I already have a little....

I've definately learned that things can always get harder or worse, and to never EVER say WHY, I got the results of my sleep study test yesterday, and the lady was trying to sugar coat the results, but it didn't work, I have moderate to severe sleep apnea and have to go back on Sunday night to be fitted for the breathing mask and be subject to more testing, so I will now have to sleep with a breathing mask. Good news? Once I get used to the dang thing I will sleep better and wake up feeling more rested, energized, yadda yadda yadda...... Bad news? I have sleep apnea??? Again something that can be caused by being overweight, I just don't understand how I'm suddenly being diagnosed with weight related diseases AFTER I've lost 20 pounds, it just doesn't seem to make sense to me..... I will update after Sunday's sleep study about that...
I got news today that The Difference, the aerobic studio that I go to, to workout and also work in the daycare, so that I get free membership, is going to have to close its doors at the end of this month, unless they can find someone else to run it and also another group or organization to share the rent on the location..... Or if 100 people sign up, so I'm hoping and praying that something happens so they can keep the doors open. I can't tell you how that place has helped me not only physically, (who knew I would LOVE spinning?), but also emotionally, it's my escape, its my time to go do something that is good for me and I get to be around some of my best friends, and just the NICEST people..... I LOVE and NEED The Difference, I truly LOVE spinning and pilates..... Again I will update about this if I find anything out, but seriously........