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Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I can't stop crying...

I know that it will all be okay, but for some reason my head isn't having as much faith as I wish it would and I keep bursting into tears, I need to get a handle on myself or people are going to know I'm crazy....
I feel like I've lost a loved one with this diagnosis, no more Coke or chocolate whenever I please. I can't just bake the brownies that are sitting in the pantry waiting to be baked, because how I feel right now I would eat the entire pan, and I can't I have to be healthy and make good choices I have to be here for my children, for my husband, I can't just be stupid and do what I want anymore.

6 comments:

steph said...

I like how you say your afraid people will know your crazy instead of think your crazy, like it's true and you're trying to keep it secret ha ha. My (step)dad had diabetes and he has the strongest sweet tooth of anyone I know. you'll figure it out lady, it will be ok! love you!

Sell...Party Of 3 said...

What a poop-E time to have this happen. I'm sorry. I am sure it will be hard, but you are a strong woman!

lizy_girl said...

Sometimes life just sucks, and it is ok to cry about it...I guess you could say it is like mourning for a loss of a loved one. It is a grieving process.
If it is any consolation, the more you eat the healthy stuff the better it tastes and the less you eat the junk, you really do start to lose the cravings.
Good Luck!

lizy_girl said...

Sometimes life just sucks, and it is ok to cry about it...I guess you could say it is like mourning for a loss of a loved one. It is a grieving process.
If it is any consolation, the more you eat the healthy stuff the better it tastes and the less you eat the junk, you really do start to lose the cravings.
Good Luck!

Kristy said...

how scary, its one of my fears everytime they want to test me for diabetes. I have it on both sides of my family.....so it puts me at a higher risk....but all we can do is pray and know that god wouldnt throw anything at us that he doesnt think we can handle. love ya!

Trishelle said...

Tiffany, I'm so sorry! I wish I could hug you right now! You are a strong, beautiful woman and can totally do this!

It's also okay to be scared right now. Please don't forget that there are many, many of us who love you, pray for you and support you.